In the middle of night, tears came to me. Why i will end up in this situation? I realised i really don't understand myself slowly and what i want. Who am i right now? What i really want? i have been asking myself over and over again but i still can't get a answer. Will sadness leave me? happiness came to me? there lots of question without a answer. People around me are start to leave me, please don't leave me behind, i need you.

I need someone by my side. Please don't dump me away!! Please guide me out and I'm lost right now. Will anyone hear me out?

I promise i will try not be wild, i will more decent. I know i'm not good enough and please bear with me